Tuesday, August 25, 2009

i want...

i want to be pretty
i want to be not fat
i want to be the center of attention
i want to not worry about money
i want to not worry about Aaron
i want to love my job
i want to love myself again
i want to not be judged
i want to love LA
i want to be the funnest person you kno
i want my life to mean something
i want to feel passionate
i want to change the world

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Curiousity Killed the Cat

For those of you who are curious ...

my name is Rachael

and my bar number is 261893

If you're skeptical, you can always run an attorney search on www.calbar.org and find me!

The End or The Beginning, A Story in Three Verses

1
I'm still looking for a job...
at 12:05am
Stacey's still sleeping
probably like a normal person
apparently
i'm abnormal
and baking cinnamon rolls
to negate any positive effect
that running today might have had.
2
i still have lots of anger
toward a particular person, or three
one, anger because i love
two, anger because you don't love
three, anger of evil
another i resent
resents me to
but pretends to fawn
and finally
my equal, my all in all
i wonder what you're thinking tonight
if you dream of me too
3.
you think you understand me
but you don't
you think i was talking about you
but i wasn't
you think you can forget me
but you can't
i think you need to get over your romanticism
but you won't
and YOU, you better be real